I am writing this more for me than anyone else...so really don't waste your time reading. I just don't want to forget this crazy thing that happened to me...I am just strolling along in life and I hit a wall from the past...yep...the past. I can't stop thinking about it...what you may ask...well sit back and read.
I really don't know where to start so I guess I will just go with it...I got a request from someone from highschool to be my friend on facebook...I didn't have my maiden name for a long time, but finally put it up. This person wanted to be my friend..this is the same person that made my life a living HELL!! I never talk about what this person did but she was really mean to me...just an example...she used to tell me how ugly I was and get all her friends to say I was ugly and looked like a monkey...got figure...I knew I wasn't ugly..yea not a supermodel, but not ugly and I certainly didn't look like a monkey...maybe M. Jackson but not a monkey. I had to pleasure of having 2 classes with her...God why??...in one class she got seated by me and stood up and refused to be anywhere near me...the teacher moved her..I was so mad at that teacher for letting her get her way...I suppose the teacher thought she was doing me a favor. She would bump into me in the hallway, kick my books, make fun of me...etc on a daily basis...what did I do...nothing. I always knew there was something wrong with her to behave this way and in some way I felt sorry for her...that doesn't mean it made it easy. I remember not wanting to go to school sometimes, walking other ways to avoid her...etc.
I understand some of the problem..I had a great sports car(which nobody had in highschool...thanks dad) I had nice clothes( thanks mom for working 2 jobs while having a disability) parents that were still married, a boyfriend etc...I was going to college...yea I was lucky....I knew it back than...but she made me miserable.
I eventually stood up to her near the end of my senior year...I still remember the day..what I was wearing..everything...I wasn't mean...just matter of fact...I remember she beamed me with a volleyball and I threw it back and her and walked over and said "lets go" you want to beat me up...than give it a try....a pin could have dropped on that gym floor...the bell rang and everyone left including her and that was it....she never bothered me again...well until now.
I can't believe I am even talking about this...this is so long ago, but I realize that there are some scars left by her or just the way she made me feel and I bet she has no idea...I really don't think she would do this today or she is a mean person..she was just a stupid young insecure girl, but you know what I have enough really good friends...
My niece who is like nice to everyone says...ignore her...she just wants to snoop about you...she doesn't like you anymore today than she did 22 years ago...you know what she is probably right...
4 comments:
:) miss you! don't you miss me??? can I still at least be your friend on FB????
LOVE YOU!!!
and just like your mom used to say- doesn't matter that you look like M.J. God loves you just the way you are! And ??? wishes she was you!
:)
What the heck??? I totally agree with your niece-she is just NOSEY!! I also bet she feels guilty and I am SURE you weren't the only one she was mean to. You are the best and yes, you have enough good friends. That crazy "B" needs to mind her own business.
I, too, agree with your niece. This person is probably just trying to be nosey to see if your life is still as good as it was in high school so she can become overly jealous again. You have a ton of wonderful friends already! Love you...
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